Recently, I’ve been putting in the effort to manage my emotions. Even when I find it challenging and sense that I’m getting closer to failure, I persist in my attempt not to let my emotions take control of my thoughts. This is the extent of what I can accomplish.
As someone prone to overthinking, I’m trying to quiet my mind. When I interact with people, I often contemplate how I can be a source of strength and encouragement. I try to understand what’s beneath their thoughts and emotions. Yet, when I can’t genuinely support them, I feel their despair. I’ve always wanted people to be happy, and I would do anything to make them happy. However, now I’m trying to observe and intervene less.
These days, I’m simplifying my thought process. I’m working to shield my emotions from being too exposed, and I’m speaking less. Currently, this is the best I can do. I hope that people can truly perceive who I am, even with fewer smiles, less talking, and fewer emotional expressions. With fewer words, fewer thoughts, and fewer emotional displays, I wonder how others perceive me. With my reduced emotions and actions in daily life, I aim for my music to be a genuine reflection of my sincerity, passion, and love, so that my truths resonate through my musical expression.
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